I am your disease

~ I Am Your Disease~

I hate Meetings
I hate Higher Power
I hate anyone who has a program
To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering & I wish you death.

Allow me to introduce my self,
I am the disease of addiction,
Cunning, Baffling, Powerful, That’s Me.
I have killed millions & I am pleased.
I love to catch you in the element of surprise.
I love pretending I am your friend & lover.
I have given you comfort, Have I not?
Wasn’t I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die – didn’t you call me?

I was there
I love to make you hurt,
I love to make you cry,
Better yet,
I love when I make you so numb, you can neither hurt nor cry.
You can’t feel anything at all.
This is true glory.
I give you instant gratification & all I ask of you is long-term-suffering
I’ve been there for you always.
When things were going right in your life, You invited me in.
You said you didn’t deserve these good things, and I was the only one who would agree with you.
Together we were able to destroy all things good in our life.

People don't take me seriously,
They take strokes seriously, they take heart attacks seriously, even diabetes, they take seriously…. Fools that they are, they don't know that without my help, these things would not be possible.

I am such a hated disease, and yet I do not come uninvited, You choose to have me,
So many have chosen me over Reality & Peace

More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a Twelve Step Program
Your program,
Your meetings,
Your Higher Power all weakens me & I cannot function in the matter I am accustom to.

Now I must lie here quietly,
You don't see me, But I’m growing bigger than ever.

When you only exist-
I may live.
When You Live
I only exist..
But I am here,
And until we meet again –
If we meet again
I wish you suffering & Death